Of my Dad’s passing. That’s all I can write before I start crying. Glad to see I’ve made absolutely no progress in talking about my feelings. Six years.

THIS is what makes me smile when nothing else even comes close. THIS is love and friendship at its best. THIS is what happens when you meet “strangers” from the Internet.

THIS.

I really miss these people. I mean, I REALLY FUCKING miss them. A lot. With my heart. My cold, dark heart warms up for them.

I love them. :)

By the time I was done swearing and bitching about how hot everything inside my car was, the temp had dropped 4 degrees. Still, it’s hotter than fuck.

I’ll be willing or able to share my thoughts, feelings and emotions on Tumblr. I think it’s easier for me to be a cold, standoffish bitch and pretend to not have feelings or hurts. For now, I’m better off ignoring how alone I really am.

So, can I pick up a gallon or two of this stuff at my local Home Depot?

First twitter avi.

And yes, I love participating in week old twitter memes.

GPOYASS? Gratuitous picture of yet another stupid sunset.

Phoenix definitely isn’t lacking when it comes to the beautiful sunsets department.

All natural, no filter used.

This is the closest I’m getting to punching someone in the face right now.

Keep posting random things here on Tumblr and talk to myself even though no one is around to listen, read or comment. Kind of like I did when I started twitter and had no followers. Those were the good old days. The only time I allow myself to be who I really am is when there’s no one around to judge me.

Yup, just me and my thoughts.

And an iPhone.

All alone.

No one else.

I wish I had something deep and profound to say, but I don’t.

Um, my gum just flew out of my mouth when I was blowing a bubble and landed on my shoe. Intact!

I’m bored and I wish I had someone to talk to. Oh yeah, and it’s actually Friday.

This song just popped up in a podcast I was listening to and now I’m feeling all nostalgic thinking about last weekend in Vegas.

These lyrics pretty much sum up four days with the best twitter friends ever:

I wanna do it like we did it in Vegas, no sleep just party, like we were famous. I wanna do it like we did it in Vegas, no sleep just party, wanna rock it, get wasted.

I love @FredasaurusRex so much and not just because he called me “the worst human being in the world when it comes to taking pictures,” right after I took this picture.

Whatever, Fred. I look better in blurry pictures anyway.

Because I’m really missing the friends I made in Vegas this past weekend. No, YOU’RE a big crybaby.